Impetuous Grope

Seriously not the greatest of artwork. Still practicing and trying to develop it further. #Drawtober

Here are the 2 characters, Lively and Ao Xingtao whom she first knows as her coworker.
Altho' they often flirt quiet hard, dating one's coworker is taboo, and the cause of much trouble, therefore Lively originally has no interest. Xingtao is also originally cocky, arrogant, brash, rude, and pushy. So, why would she like him? He also pesters her, follows her, and sends her stupid messages constantly.

But, they come to a mutual understanding, she lightens up her view towards him which he completely misinterprets. This is where he becomes really scary and frightening.
Because she had started to become more open and friendly with him, and they started to flirt more often, and more energetically, he started to fall completely hard for her, and when before he regarded her as a convenient object to toy with, he now became overwhelmed with feelings of all kinds, and intensity which he often couldn't deal with, and already had a self control issue.

Altho' in his mind, he felt he had developed a deeper respect for her, and the bonded rather well, and worked very well together as coworkers, and even had secretly hooked up, he was so blinded and overwhelmed by his feelings that he felt he was entitled to do whatever he wanted, whenever it pleased him which was completely thoughtless, rude, inconsiderate, brash and impulsive.

Actually, whenever he calms down, and actually behaves more like himself, and stops trying to be whatever he thinks he ought to be, she really likes him a lot. She also feels incredibly happy around him, and develops a favoritism towards him.

But, he often screws everything up, or whenever it's going perfectly, he will become insecure and self sabotage it.
She's actually quite strong mentally, and is right to rebuff him for being impulsive, out of line, and overstepping boundaries, but he is so consumed and overwhelmed with intense feelings for him that it never occurs to him to think it through, or spend more quality time with her.

Instead, as his time starts running out, and he will leave and move a away for a large chunk of time, he gets frustrated, and begins impulsively grabbing her, instead of trying to make the best of the time left. He doesn't care to let things be equal or fair, but becomes pushy, impulsive, and he often can't stop himself.

In this instance they are working and there are only days left, and its very busy, so Lively heads into the back to prepare things.

He instinctively knows where she is, and takes advantage of everyone being so busy and overwhelmed that he rushed into the back, abruptly, flinging the door open, and gropes her by the pelvis, and locks her with his eyes, digging his very hard erection into her hip very painfully.

It's absolutely frightening, and inappropriate, rude, selfish and brash! Utterly foolish! The exact wrong time! Horrid timing as always! What a fool!
But, he's so overwhelmed with his own selfish desires he can;t see his folly, nor does he understand her feelings, and he's unhappy that she's frightened and recoils...

At any, and every other moment, he could say or do anything, yet he does it always at the wrong ones!
Why should she reward such disrespectful, and rude behavior? Treating her like this? It's abusive!

In a way, such an intelligent young man, whom can be so bright, has so reduced himself to a brutish savage. Like, a primitive caveman...


So conflicting all around!

It's because he does these sorts of things that she often believes she doesn't like him at all.... which isn't true. She's actually in denial about much of her feelings for him, but when he's sweeter, and in his better moods, she actually can't help herself with him. And, she thinks about him all throughout the day.