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Zenith Beyond Eclipsing The Dragon's Rue (Working Title)
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I keep having anxiety or panic attacks about it, but, my art is just sort of taking over.... I'm at a point where I can;t fight it anymore... and over the past few months, and especially since March, I'm really going through something...
Some of my old concept work is totally missing, or lost, or I haven;t found it, but I spent a long time scanning old stuff, including rough sketches, and unfinished doodles.
I wasn't sure what to name my story for years, since I first started the concept at least in 1997. It's changed titles a number of times, and I spent many hours at a time, and weeks, deciding on a title. What I came up with (this far) is probably this:
"Zenith Beyond Eclipsing The Dragon's Rue" (Working Title)
I was hoping to do some painting(s) today, but I need to wait for my spouse to get home because I don't know where the paint brushes are.
They will mostly be paintings or sky, landscapes, and clouds, all aerial stuff.
I might also need to get a 3D program eventually and mess around with it (even tho' I stink at that).
The 2 main characters are the dragon named Djehkäujaa, and Lively. But, there are other characters also.
Djehkäujaa is a dragon, but in a sizable chunk of the story she's a humanoid form.
I had originally intended this to be a feature film, and I wrote the first screenplay around 1999-2001 on my free time in Philadelphia, and sometimes in Delaware.
I've been redesigning and tweaking the story this year. I went in a somewhat more progressive direction in the themes in the film, in much the same way as Gene Roddenberry and Arthur C. Clark did in portraying what a world COULD BE LIKE, whether its the future, or even NOW. Or, what it COULD HAVE BEEN, and SHOULD HAVE BEEN. Not to be too cryptic...
It will be a big, grand, and picturesque fantasy, but also Sci-Fi. It will ALSO be an alternate world... meaning not this world, but a different version of our world, and far more fanciful... only not what it sounds like if you only read this... the landscapes will be VERY fanciful, colorful, and UNUSUAL. I will also be including a different landscape of infrastructure, in a time of transition. That will include transportation, a new kind of "agriculture", energy, and other progressive concepts depicted either starting, in practice, or being built....
My villain/antagonist character, will pretty much the same as I'd originally written him in 1999.. it's incredibly ironic because when I first wrote him, in 1999, I felt he was FAR TO EXTREME that I was worried he would be too unbelievable... having said that, the politics of NOW (2016) have politicians that are FAR MORE EXTREME THAN HIM. I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD EVER SEE THE DAY! I'm still working on his new name right now because his original name I felt isn't "original" enough... I also need to develop him more... I don't have a real 'look" for him yet...
Another important character was the main love interest for Lively.
Mature Content
I was agonizing over this FOR YEARS. It was SO PAINFUL. Pain & anxiety like you would not even understand. I often felt guilty and depressed over it. I just COULD NOT DECIDE on how to make him.... then, I had a major breakthrough recently, and it was like a whole lot of weight off my chest. I realized I could actually do multiple characters, and there didn't need to be just one. Once I did that, this character seemed to develop a lot more, and I even have a name for him that I've FINALLY settled on!
Last year, I was playing with the idea of him especially on IMVU, and I had come up with Xingtao 星套.
You can see some photos of the avatar on my IMVU Tumblr page:
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or his Profile on IMVU:
www.imvu.com/photos/albums/152…
But, I wasn't really satisfied with 星套 as the name, so I came up with 兴涛 (Xingtao), and then I wanted a surname for him, and I got it from the Feng Shen Ban (Yan Yi) of the dragon Kings of the 4 Seas which is: 敖 Ao.
So his full name is: 敖兴涛 Ao Xingtao
That was incredibly difficult to come up with!
Ever since I definitively named him, it was much easier to come up with his character.
I think I will have him change his hair a few times also. This was another major breakthrough I had over developing him. He also can be 2 distinct personality moods, 1 as an introvert, and the other as an extrovert, but also a mystique and an unknown aspect of him even to himself. He will also go through changes as the story go along, because I like the idea of a person progressing, or even digressing, or regressing, and overcoming pitfalls in life. I figure many persons could relate to a personality of someone that has screwed up, or overdone things in life, and had to learn difficult lessons, and actually come to a point in life where they want self improvement, when before they were reckless and selfish, and then the regret some decisions, and want to be more self controlled, refined, and humbled. (also known as maturity, or maturing)
I like characters that can be redeemed, or learn from their past, even if sometimes they get the lesson wrong a few times, or misinterpreted the conclusions...
I also think having other male characters makes it more interesting of a story dynamic, and a lot more believable...
I also want to take much of the beginning content with Lively and take it to a more European style, because I don't like the way love or sexuality is done in North America or Asia.
I also have some other concept work from another old project:
"Eyewitness"
I have so many concepts for that because it was intended as a series of shorts, or short stories, many with music, or musicals, others not so much.
Tons of that concept work is found here: blackunigryphon.deviantart.com…
There is also some bleed-through or overflow from some of the stuff from this project to/with my Dragon Project.
And, I also have another different story that I wrote a bit on that is somewhat similar to the Dragon Project called "Lively's Mini Unicorn". I have a few chapter already written a few years ago, and I have rewritten that many times also. Those I would also like to rewrite, some other time... it's also very cartoonish, and somewhat comical.
I'm just not really doing anything with this story right now.
I also wrote some concept music, and lyrics last month.
Summer Stuff?
Summer was a total blur. I ended up spending a month w my parents in Southern Delaware. So, I still have some unfinished projects that i need to render out & publish, but couldn't due to the heat, and the CONSTANT barrage of Pokemon Go events. I hit #Level48 in #PokemonGo which was no small feat, when I was down in Delaware, n they have a very low Pokemon spawn count down there, so I missed out on the good boosted fossil shinies, n it dragged on way longer than I'd wanted. 1 day, I finally just went over to this community center, bought several lures, n Lucky Eggs, then caught EVERY POKEMON w an EXCELLENT THROW for about 3 hours until I hit Level 48. I kept running out of balls, n often the Pokemon spawns were EXACTLY the kind that were low catch rates. PAINFULLY TEDIOUS! THEN, because I STILL had the Lures up, n the Lucky Eggs on, I stood their in the humidity catching until it all ran out because I overshot what I needed, when before I'd under estimated multiple times. NOT LONG
New Potential Ideas
I mostly want to wrap up my old ideas. I have stuff that's unfinished. Doing Film festivals was the most consuming of my time, Creative-wise. I want to shift HARD into#Animation again, especially #TraditionalAnimation w a hybrid that includes CGI. Traditional Animation is my GREAT LOVE, as well as Traditional ART, and Fantasy. This one will probably be the next all consuming one, but I'm redoing some aspects of it. I don;t like her arms, and I'm doing a Traditional Animation Version... PROBABLY. I have ideas for other characters as well. I didn;t like her arms, and I also didn;t like the face. So, I've been reworking it. I would really like to my Qilin Project, but it's 1 of those things I REALLY NEED BIG FUNDING FOR, because the way I want it, and THE QUALITY I WANT IT AT just needs FUNDING. The version of THIS video with the FEMALE "OM" Chants actually did pretty well. It needlessly took WAY TOO LONG to edit the audio tho, due to the summer
A Year of Arts
Well, I don't exactly know when all of this happened, but recently I noticed that even without promoting some of my uploaded artwork, I'd come back later and the views were already in the hundreds. So, I guess my algorithms are changing. There were a number of projects I pre-planned since the end of last year, that were totally screwed this entire summer due to an unstoppable bleeding bleeding problem that caused me to be severely anemic. My OBGYN threatened this autumn to put me in a hospital for 3-4 weeks, LOCKED IN, if I didn't get my iron levels up. It often causes me fatigue. And sometimes I struggle to mentally function. I was mainly planning on doing some art techniques & teaching tutorials that I planned on directing & producing myself. After several setbacks, and bad weather, I eventually had to give up, because I still wanted to do Go Fest. The main goals I had for this year, was I wanted very much for my 2019 Indie Animated Short Film "Succor Forlorn" to be able to
Anybody Play Pokemon Games?
At some point in time, like 2018, I started to play Pokemon games again, and it cured my depression. Especially Pokemon Go. During the Pandemic Lockdown, for my birthday in 2021, my spouse bought me a Nintendo Switch, which I had to pester him to get me. I actually didn't know that a lot of these games, altho intended to be played by children were mostly played by adults, and after much discussions with my IRL friends, I decided to play more games. I don't spend my life on Nintendo, but I do play it maybe a 2-4 times per week, often in the evening. My Nintendo Switch Friend Code is: 0932-8585-6012 So, if anyone wanted, or needed, a friend to add, you can add me. Mostly I play Pokemon Go on my phone, and I'm a Pro Player. I'm almost at Level 47, and hope to reach Level 50 next year. I also am very active in my local PoGo Community. And, I coach new players, and also specialize at coaching people into getting PokeStop Submissions. Its a community effort tho, so I can't take ALL
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I'm not surprised that you characters have changed--and your art. We change, the world changes,,,. And, the way characters are portrayed certainly changes!
It is not likely that your villain character was really any more realistic or un-realistic back a few years,,, but rather, the way we liked to see such characters portrayed in comics and movies and movies made from comics (etc.) has changed. TV and current events are putting some of the best and some of the worst of humanity right in front of our noses right now!
What you might consider is simply this: what do YOU want to show the world? Do you want to add a lot of cruelty, or just to use some of it to portray goodness?
A lot of wise people over the years have said that if drama does not enlighten and uplift, then it ultimately fails. The success of a film usually proves that out, too.
Good luck!
It is not likely that your villain character was really any more realistic or un-realistic back a few years,,, but rather, the way we liked to see such characters portrayed in comics and movies and movies made from comics (etc.) has changed. TV and current events are putting some of the best and some of the worst of humanity right in front of our noses right now!
What you might consider is simply this: what do YOU want to show the world? Do you want to add a lot of cruelty, or just to use some of it to portray goodness?
A lot of wise people over the years have said that if drama does not enlighten and uplift, then it ultimately fails. The success of a film usually proves that out, too.
Good luck!